The book update

In a busy noisy world, projects in my life often find their way to the top of the list at various times while other may fall back. I have many projects going, it seems, and one is to get my book edited. This has turned out to be an even greater job than writing the book. I have been doing other daily writing, and some of what I have written may find it’s way to this blog. I also have been playing music. I play cornet in several bands, two of which I run.

With limited spare time to accomplish tasks for projects in my life, I decided to turn the time and energy I have available for this Technojungle project toward working on the book. I do a bit everyday and it moves along. Being my first book, I don’t actually know how to go about the project. I managed to get the book written. Then I realized that I needed to come up with an editing plan. I have some background in publishing had an inclination as to how I could have volunteers read and edit the sections. I realized that the editing was going to be a huge task, however, I may have misestimated just how long this might take. I circulated the section several times to several people and incorporated their suggestions, comments and edits into a new version for each circulation.

A project such as this could end up in an endless path of editing to an unreachable perfection. Knowing when to stop will certainly be an interesting time. I remember the day and the feeling when I decided that the book was written and it was time to start to consider the editing process.

While I may end up with more actual editing—well I am still editing, I suppose—I need to come up with a few images to scatter through the book in places I have indicated. I am also considering a glossary. So the project marches on at a somewhat steady pace. When it will be completed, I am not actually sure.

As of today, I am working on how to produce a glossary for the book. I think I have figured out a way, but it will take time to do. The idea of doing an index also crossed my mind, but that seems to be a specialized field. There are people whose only job is to create indexes. Some of these people specialize in particular genres. Indexing has been described and a profession a craft and even an art. I didn’t realize this, so an index shall have to wait. I do think that having a glossary will be useful and may assist in the creation of an index down the road.

Thus it is that, with this article, I am back to blogging for the Technojungle Project.

Life As Jazz – Part 3

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Part 3 of 3

We have all watched children play; we were children once ourselves. They can make up games and modify them as needed. They can find satisfaction and fun is the simplest of things to use as toys. There are many aspects of what children are like that we might choose to borrow. We might want to become child-like. Not childish, of course. Could it be that children are in touch with their jazz-like characteristics and humanness?

Children are spontaneous and inventive. They are creative and innovative. Children are free in the ways they act and behave. Also, they seem to be more in touch and directed by their feelings and emotions. Isn’t how children live very similar to what I have described as jazz? That is until we adults get in the way. Sit down a play with a child and see what they find fun. Try to learn how they are creative. See how simple their enjoyment can be.

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Why is child-likeness so similar to jazz? Children are very spiritual. Their spirits are undamaged by the world of adults and technology. They can be free to explore and let their spirits lead them in various directions that adults might not think of. Being less encumbered with the complex things of an adult world might free us to be child-like and spiritual in nature. It could be a way to begin to discover how to live a more jazz-like life.

We human beings have three parts to us. We have a mind and we have a body. We also have a spirit. Every cultural group of human beings, either present or past, has had some sort of belief or understanding that we have a spirit. Our mind is usually considered to be the most important part of us humans. The brain is just a very fancy computer. Scientists are now looking at building artificial brains that can learn. They also talk about backing up the human brain to the cloud in the same way one might back up their computer hard drive. Now there is the real meaning of having your head in the clouds. Maybe the image of a little cloud graphic symbolizing a thought is sort of prophetic.

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We often talk about our heart as a place where our feelings and emotions originate. One that special day of love, considered one of the strongest human emotions, Valentines Day, hearts are sent around. Love is represented by a heart shape. Where do these ideas come from? Love is one of the most discussed topics in our cultures, yet we can barely explain it. Love and our other feelings and emotions are attached to our spirit. What the heart does is pump blood to every part of our body—even our brain. Perhaps our spirit is part of our blood. Our life is in our blood.

Even if there was a smart computer that was like an artificial brain, it would never be able to be human, not even with an artificial body of some form of flesh. The human spirit will always make reproducing human thoughts, emotions and feeling impossible. Our spirit is where our jazz originates. Since we human beings are nowhere near any sort of agreement as to what our spirit is, finding a way to reproduce it is probably impossible. Some people might argue that there is no such thing as the human spirit. Let them explain feelings and emotions—how about love.

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Even if an artificial reproduction of the human mind were to someday be produced. Human beings would be able to tell rather quickly that it was not human. It would be slightly different. Even if it were so accurate that the differences were nearly undetectable, or nearly indiscernible, a human would eventually know. Humans do have a spiritual dimension that is extremely deep and complex. If it indeed does exist in our blood, then jazz flows throughout our entire body.

Why is it important to learn to live a jazz lifestyle? Because it can help us be more human. We need to increase the distance between us and our technology. We want to ensure that whatever technology we allow into our lives and the way we decide to use it, we use it to make us be more human. To understand what it means for us to be more human, we need to strip away the dehumanizing aspects of our lives to find what is simple and liberating freedom; to not be slaves of technology. We can learn to be child-like and spiritual in nature. We want our technology to be ‘our’ technology. We do not want it to replace us, unless it allows us to be less dehumanized and more humanized. It is a journey into jazz leading to a life of being human and living in a world of technology—the Technojungle.

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Be sure to read The Jazz Lifestyle.

B Sig

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

Life As Jazz – Part 2

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Part 2 of 3

To the foundations of beat and chords, including harmony, we can now look at melody. Sometimes we use a tune or song to refer to the melody of music. Melody is a musical idea that is developed to lead the music somewhere; to say something and perhaps convey a message, emotions or feelings. The beat and chords support these. The melody is often a poem set to music. A person who composes the song, tune, melody may begin with words and set them to music, or they may begin with music and compose words to fit the music. Often it can be a combination of both.

What then happens with jazz? Jazz is about taking the components of beat, chords/harmony and melody and using them as a starting point to creatively develop something new and spontaneous. In jazz there is the opportunity for participants to individually do this as a solo while fully supported by all the other participants. All the other participants, not only back up and support the individual creative process, they must listen and work together in what could be said as a true democratic process. They draw from the soloist and others to build and construct a performance that is inspired, innovative and improvised. This is the foundation of a jazz performance. It is improvised based on the music and how each musician feels at the moment. Therefore, no two performances of a piece of music are the same.

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This is jazz music in a nutshell. Jazz music has developed over time to be simple or complex or both at the same time. There are many styles of jazz music and some has been written and arranged, although many may argue that you simply can’t write down real jazz. Some written music captures some of the feel of jazz music and allows for a large group of musicians to have a framework to play together and still allow for individual expression of creativity, emotions, feelings through improvisation of solos.

How can we take the essence of jazz music and apply it to living our daily lives? In some ways, it may seem as if many of us already do this, that this is just how life is. I would say that this is how life is meant to be, however it can be robbed from us. If our lives are sort of jazz-like in that we are always taking the framework of our constructed life and improvising as we live, how are we robbed of our jazz and what can we do to protect and live a more jazz-like lifestyle?

If we each take a close look at our daily life, we can see that it comprises the structure needed to function as a group in society and should allow for times of free creative expression through innovation and inspiration. Perhaps we even get to solo. The more we have times of jazz, the more human we feel. If our life becomes too constricted, or we become overwhelmed by aspects of our lives, we feel less human. We can become dehumanized.

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As with jazz music, we need both the structure, the composed music that brings people together, and we need the opportunity for jazz expression. It must be balanced. If there is too much structure, there is no freedom. If there is too much freedom, it becomes difficult for people to be together in harmony. How much structure and composition and how much jazz freedom is right depends on each person and each situation. We need to be on the lookout for that which may be robbing us of our jazz.

Finding ways to ensure we have the right balance of composition and jazz means we need to pay attention and take our solos when the opportunity arises. We must listen to each other and agree with them in harmony. We need to follow the beat and make contributions as we find our space. Perhaps we can regularly ask ourselves, ‘Am I living my jazz?’

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Be sure to read The Jazz Lifestyle.

B Sig

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

Life As Jazz – Part 1

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Part 1 of 3

The beginnings of jazz go back to the tribal beats from black African and West Indies slaves. Can we say that these people were savages? Or did they have a society that was simply different from the European-based societies of those who took them and made them slaves. It can seem now that making slaves out of fellow humans is actually savage.

Can we assume that these people were living civilized lives in places that might have included wild jungles. Could we learn from going back before slavery in Europe and America? Perhaps the perception of wild and savage black jungle dwelling people needs to be unpacked and demystified.

I have to admit that I don’t know enough about this. It is not part of the history books. Why would it, since showing that the people who were taken to be slaves actually had a civilized society in what might seem a wild environment compared to the cities of Europe and America?

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If this is true, then we can see a cycle of humans being uncivilized, becoming civilized and then de-civilized once again and then a re-civilizing. The white people who took slaves were part of a civilization that once had to conquer an uncivilized world of some sort. In taking other human beings, dehumanizing them by saying that being black and from a different ‘uncivilized’ part of the world, makes them savage and less than human, is actually a de-civilizing approach to life. It is not civil to dehumanize. Slavery dehumanizes.

Could this idea of cycling from uncivilized to civilized to de-civilized and then re-civilizing be common in other parts of human history? It would be worth exploring this.

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Where does jazz music fit into the picture? Jazz music emerged from the black slaves of America. Why did it not also emerge from the slaves in Europe? Could it be that the Europeans already had a musical and artistic tradition that had developed over centuries? America was young and the arts could reflect the lack of tradition and find something new. There were many flavours of art pouring into the new societies of America. They came from many parts of Europe and other parts of the world. For the black people who were being brought into the new American societies, it was a world where many forms of music from other places in the world, mostly Europe, could be melted together—including their own.

Perhaps it was the musical foundation of the beats that formed the basis of the new music that would eventually become jazz. The beats of the music of the black people had once civilized and humanized these people to live in what would seem to city people as wild jungles. Even today, African music has a harmonic togetherness and a swing that is uplifting to the soul.

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Notice the word ‘harmonic’ or ‘harmony.’ If the beats introduced by the black people were a foundation, harmony was another aspect they also brought to American music. A truly human civilization means living in harmony with each other and the environment. Harmony is produced when more than one note sounds at the same time, yet are harmonically related and form the basis of chords.

Chord: Middle English cord, from accord. The spelling change in the 18th century was due to confusion with chord. The original sense was ‘agreement, reconciliation,’ later ‘a musical concord or harmonious sound’; the current sense dates from the mid 18th century.

Harmony and agreement are very humanizing. They bring peace. This sounds very civil. We often hear someone say that we need to live in ‘peace and harmony.’ We are in agreement with each other, we are in ‘one accord.’

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Be sure to read The Jazz Lifestyle.

B Sig

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

Write a book in an hour a day

I am pleased to announce that my first book in this Technojungle Project—The Future Never Arrives… at least not as expected and it always brings baggage—is now in the editing stage. I can’t say with any confidence how long this might take, however, some more rough chapters will be released here on this blog. Stay tuned.

It began as a pretty simple project. I had articles I had written here that seem as if they could be part of a book. So I embarked on the mission of writing a book taking material I had written and building on it. As I got into it, I found that it is a deep sea of technological change out there. It was not long until my book about the Technojungle was looking like a jungle itself.

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I refocused a couple of months ago and decided that some material could be left for a second book, should the first one ever get finished, published and become somewhat successful. I also began a program I now call, ‘write a book in an hour a day.’ It is true. I never moved my book along more efficiently than after I just worked at it for an hour a day.

What does that mean? It is exactly what I am doing now to write this post. I sit down at my computer and type for no less and usually not much more than one hour. No, that does not include research or editing. It means writing. I found I could bang out, when slow, 750 words, and at the most, about 1,400 words. Usually, I can do 1,000 words in one hour.

I do this four times a week and can usually count on a minimum of about 3,500 words. That is around 10 pages. I can get 10 pages of rough text per week. When I discovered this little secret, I realized that a book could be written in less than half a year.

There is more to writing a book though. I have some other activities that I do. As I go about my days, I dictate notes into my iPhone. I also meet once a week with a coach and we discuss ideas, which I record. Then I sit down and transcribe all the recorded notes. This is actually the most time consuming activity. I would like to shorten this process, however, I realize that I have a lot of notes I can draw from in the future. Doing this also probably means that, when I do sit down to write, I not only have somethings to write about, but I am writing about some things I know about. I have thought things through and chewed on them for a while.

So, it does take more than an hour a day. But, it is easy to accumulate information. This is part of what my book is about. We have become very good at creating and accumulating information. This is not what make a book. A book is about taking the accumulation of information and telling a story that other people will find interesting. Hopefully, it will affect, even change their life in some way.

So, when I say that you can write a book in an hour a day, that is the actual writing. Writing is a craft using skills that need to be developed through exercise. The hour a day is the exercise and needs to continue every day. I have talked about the preparation of material through notetaking and discussions with others. Once you have a rough manuscript, the editing process begins. This is a long arduous process that involves other people.

So now the good news and the reason I am now able to write this piece. I have completed my first rough draft of 54,000 words. It is in the editing stage. I am entering some unknown territory now; not that I don’t know about editing, I am just not sure how this is going to pan out for my book. I am expecting that it will take a long time. I will need a thick skin, since it well involve the critiquing of my baby.

Once I have the book edited and ready to be published, I will be ready to enter more new territory; not that I don’t know about publishing, I don’t know what happens once it is laid out for printing. It is not that I don’t know about printing, I am not sure where and how my book will be printed. You see, I have worked in the printing industry and can do the prepress myself. I might even be able to produce an eBook. I can find a printer, I’m sure.

What is really unknown for me is the way the publishing world works today. The preparation work, printing, distribution and sales can be all tied together. I have decided to leave those concerns for when I have a finished, fully edited manuscript ready to go. I guess I am sort of thinking that by the time I get there, some doors will be available and I may have some choices for my next steps.

Artificial Lives

A poem/song by Bob Grahame

We’re traveling along a path, somewhere we may not know
There is a place we each exist, within a certain time
As an astronaut must cleave within, the capsule he must go
The capsules that we live within, give us artificial lives.

In the capsules that contain us, we live artificial lives
Be in no way claustrophobic, we need to deeply breathe
Be human and creative, in what inspiration drives
No capsules to contain you, and no artificial lives.

We must break out from our capsule shells, of automatic lives
They hold us in and keep us out, of all that we could be
Retake control and grasp the reins, to be the one who drives
In a world we cannot know, for it gives artificial lives.

In the capsules that contain us, we live artificial lives
Be in no way claustrophobic, we need to deeply breathe
Be human and creative, in what inspiration drives
No capsules to contain you, and no artificial lives.

Our random yet creative thoughts, machines can never be
Slight meanings they can never grasp, for they are our strength
To take us where we can surely live, no capsule just roam free
Walk among the flowers of Earth, there’s no artificial lives.

In the capsules that contain us, we live artificial lives
Be in no way claustrophobic, we need to deeply breathe
Be human and creative, in what inspiration drives
No capsules to contain you, and no artificial lives.

The world is rough but hearty, a place that’s full of life
No sleeping in the tangled world, the machines would hold us in
Be watchful and observant, then cut loose as with a knife
No capsules to contain you, and no artificial lives.

In the capsules that contain us, we live artificial lives
Be in no way claustrophobic, we need to deeply breathe
Be human and creative, in what inspiration drives
No capsules to contain you, and no artificial lives.

Bob

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

Beware of malware

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It seems like a blur of over a week and nearly two weeks of wrestling with issues on my computer. I just figured I had too many tabs open in Safari, the web browser on my MacBook Pro. It was getting very slow and not running smoothly. I also began to suspected that I did not have enough space left on my hard drive. Sure enough, by the time a got to the point of deciding to sort all this out, I did see a message that there was no more hard drive space.

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My MacBook Pro has a 250 GB hard drive. The formatting of a drive uses a small amount of space. The operating system (OS) uses a portion as a scratch disk to swap data in RAM. It takes data in RAM that is not currently being accessed and writes it to the hard drive. If an application is running and has a document open, when the system determines that other tasks are more important and being accessed, it will transfer the portion of RAM memory to disk and that could include the application and document. It can then be made active in RAM memory again much faster than relaunching the application and reopening document.

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Thus began a long journey beginning with closing some tabs in Safari and trashing some files. I gained a small amount of space. Next, I wanted to run a utility to clean caches and do other maintenance. The program required updating to Yosemite Cache Cleaner; a new application for the new OS. Once I competed that I let it run. Each task it performed took ages to complete, even when I let it run over night. I ran other programs also, such as Disk Tools Pro, Dr. Web, Onyx, Cocktail, iBoostUp and, of course, the Apple Disk Utilities that comes with the OS. Each of those took ages and most ran over night. I managed to gain around 55 GBs of space on my hard drive, mostly from cleaning out all the caches. I could gain more by deleting a year of photos that I have backed up. The main virus checker I used was ClamXav an open source package that took over 24 hours to scan my drive of over 1.4 million files. An application may look like a single item on your computer, however, what you see is a wrapper for many smaller files that comprise the actual application. This may include other smaller applications and partially accounts for such a high number of files that need to be scanned.

A cache is a folder containing data that is used frequently. The best example is a browser cache. A web browser downloads items to display a webpage, such as images and keeps them in a cache so the webpage can load again much quicker. There are other caches that the OS uses and all of these should be clean up once in a while.

I realized that the computer going to sleep probably didn’t help, so I disabled all the Energy Saving settings and the screen saver. I couldn’t do very much as each these tools was working and I didn’t want to cause them to slow down by using up the computer’s resources. I used the Activity Monitor to make sure nothing was interfering, to look for unwanted software processes and to see what activities might be hogging the system. As the days passed, I was postponing many other chores, tasks, reminders and todos. I would be in for a long stretch of catch-up once I was through this mess.

To complicate whole process I was going through, there were problems with my computer not waking up. The result was that many times I had to do a forced shutdown and restart the computer. This would mean restarting whatever utility I had been running and the long process that had been interrupted. These were certainly irksome set-backs that frustrated me even more. Forcing a shutdown without letting the system close properly was probably adding some issues.

I eventually checked on the Apple website and learned how to reset the System Management Controller (SMC) and the Non-volitile Random Access Memory (NVRAM). I used to reset this years ago, however, it was known as Parameter RAM (PRAM). This sort of fixed the not waking-up problem for a while, but it returned, probably because I had not yet caught all the culprits yet.

Finally, I noticed that there were a few files that were showing up as suspicious. However, they looked legitimate, so I wasn’t sure. I did a search on the name Genieo and found a legitimate Israeli company that produces a software package to make ‘A Newspaper Styled Start Page For Mac’ (there is also a Windows version). It gathers information, sends out information—such as to Google—and installs software without the user’s approval. This has caused the software to become labeled as unwanted. Apparently, one aspect of the intrusion into a person’s computer has been to masquerade as an update to Adobe Flash Player. When I read that, it clicked in my mind that I had run more updaters recently than ever before and had wondered why.

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I never consciously opted to install any of Genieo’s software, or any associated or similar software, and yet it managed to find it’s way into my system, likely by tricking me, like a trojan horse virus. The sorts of behaviour employed has caused this software to graduate from the label of unwanted to malware/adware and finally to virus. It is now being included in the lists used by virus checkers. The problem is that the company was sold for $34 million and some components of software now have different names.

I finally have my computer operating properly after many hours of frustration. However, I did it for free and I now have some new insights. Apple have on their website some extensive instructions on how to manually remove the Genieo software along with other similar software and I have now followed each step, just to be sure.

As I reflect back over this experience, I have a couple of conclusions and some questions. First, this seems to be a new reality for Macintosh computers. In over 25 years of using these computers, I have never had a virus. I was a heavy Bulletin Board System (BBS) user and operator, downloading freely anything I was interested in. Later, the Internet came along and I continued the activity of downloading. I have always loaded up my computer with downloads and often, more so in the past, run out of hard drive space. I have never spent any money for repairs and have owned many used computers I was given or bought second-hand.

I have run many utilities in the past and, in the ‘old days’ prior to the Mac OS becoming Unix-based, I was able to debug the system myself, discovering conflicts and incompatibilities. I rely a bit more on Internet searches for solving problems these days and some of my adventures have taken me down into the Unix foundations.

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For years, the Mac OS has included protection software called Gatekeeper that runs completely hidden. (I seem to remember a commercial or shareware package that existed years ago called Gatekeeper. Perhaps this is the same or similar software.) Apple operates an App Store to allow developers to distribute software. The software is checked for issues. Some developers distribute software directly or by other means. GateKeeper allows a developer to obtain a unique Developer ID to sign their software with. If the software is distributed by someone who has tampered with the software and does not have the ID, GateKeeper will block it and give the computer user a pop-up notification. Many Apple applications in OS X are quarantine-aware and can catch files that are malicious and malware. The OS checks with a deny list of known files and software and then pops up a message to notify the user. All this is excellent, however as I mentioned, the user is usually notified and can choose to allow the software to install and run. In addition, being Unix-based, the OS runs maintenance scripts daily, monthly and yearly to help keep things in order.

Second, to have a software package go from legitimate to malware to virus seems to raise some difficult questions. Was it a case of human greed entering to cause the distribution of software to become invasive in nature? How does software slip from user install to sneaking in without permission or by masquerading like trojan horse viruses do? That software would be able to, once installed, actually accomplish tasks without the user having control seems very malicious. Then to eventually produce software that actually fools a user into thinking they are installing one software update and then having something totally different and unwanted installed, is unethical and even criminal.

This is only one example. How many others are out there? How does this sort of software moral decay impact other technologies? In other words, what other software, what other technologies can have a similar decay of having a legitimate beginning and then become rogue? This is yet another aspect of technological change in the Technojungle that we truly need to have some careful thought—Beware of malware!

B Sig

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Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

Crossing into a world

A poem/song by Bob Grahame

We cross into your world
To contact and connect
But you are foreign to us
Not speaking in our dialect

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

You cross into our world
That we may not suspect
You’ve been learning all about us
With results we can’t expect

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

We cross into your world
Enchanted by your looks
With eager expectations
As we close up all our books

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

You cross into our world
We fall by all your pitches
With awkward steps we’re dancing
To grow in all your riches

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

We cross into your world
Allowing you to nurture
Your power grows as we let you in
You’ve promised us a future

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

You cross into our world
To find a place where we can meet
We’re tangled in temptations
‘Cause you’ve swept us off our feet

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

We cross into your world
To let you fill each mind
We are following your magic flute
Leaving our world behind

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

You cross into our world
To solve our every strife
Are you seeking to become us
That you may come to life?

Crossing into a world
Near but far away
The promises are leading
A place to exist one day

 

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

 

Where do I go?

A poem/song by Bob Grahame

The unexpected end
Where do I go?
In the sky blue glow
Out there in neurones
A sea of captivation
Living out there I see
I ride the lines
I think it’s to somewhere

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

Forever growing with you
Where do I go?
I am scattered
I’m not me
Who’s learning?
The time I spend
It’s no longer mine
I give it away to you

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

Somewhere down the line
Where do I go?
To meet you again
You tell me things
I want to hear
But it’s not clear
Who I am or
Who you are

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

I float away
Where do I go?
With others there
To somewhere new
It’s a ride through wild
I’m overcome
I can’t keep up
Yet ever drawn in

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

A flicker here
Where do I go?
And then one there
Gone it seems
But then not forever
Recycled thoughts
In regurgitated flow
No truth is there to grasp

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

I wander in wonder
Where do I go?
A splendour before me
I eat but am not filled
I’m led like a sheep
To drink in a show
You show me things
But who am I?

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

I once was found
Where do I go?
But now I am lost
In you all is gone
Over and over
The promises shine
Leading us on
What eternal flame?

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

For me to go on
Where do I go?
I must be clear
Who I want to be
I flow and am free
The cross road before me
My choice is to follow
That one bright shining star

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

From you I turn away
Where do I go?
The electrons still flow
And you still glow
With a harness
I use you now
I can live on forever
For you are not my god

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

You can’t be me
Where do I go?
I am me
You copy me
To fix me up
But you’re faulty
And not perfect
Now you bow down to me

Where do I go?
Oh, Where do I go?
Where do I go from here?
When the promises come calling
My reflections I will hear

Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!

The lullaby of The Technojungle

“The numbing affect that technology has on us. Kind of lulling us into a false sense of security.”

The above came from a publisher friend in a reply to one of my E-mails. Not long after I received it, I awoke one morning with these two sentences at the front of my mind and the word ‘lull’ leaping out and rolling around in my thoughts as if a revelation.

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To be lulled is to be calmed and soothed to sleep; to give or lead to feel a false sense of safety; cause to be less alert, aware, or watchful; to cause (someone) to feel safe and relaxed instead of careful and alert; to cause to relax vigilance <were lulled into a false sense of security>.

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This is a time when people can become almost drunk with technology. Our gadgets can soothe and entice us. Go to a coffee shop, dentist or doctor’s office, or any place where people gather and where they once may have read a magazine or entered into conversation with each other, you will find so many peering into their gadgets, immersed and captivated.

I go from room to room in my house and carry with me my smartphone, just in case I get a call. This just happened. I was out of the room for only a minute and the phone rang. I had to run to catch it. When I first heard of online banking, I said to myself, “I will never do that, I know how unsafe the Internet is.” I must confess, I have been lulled into online banking.

Even when we know better, we can easily be lulled in. When it comes to technology, we need to be vigilant and carefully intentional in how we allow it into our life. If we are not, we risk being consumed by the expansion of technology in our society that competes for our attention.

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For many people, technology is security in a world of complexities that can bring anxiety and feelings of being overwhelmed. In these times of constant rapid change and dangers of terrorism, we feel the need to be informed and connected to each other. Yet technology works both ways—good and bad. The more technology we have to make us feel secure, the more technology we need to maintain that security. Consider the technologies use in warfare. They don’t end war or even make it better, so often they make it worse. Gunpowder was going to end war. Even with very sophisticated technologies, errors occur that kill innocent people.

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We need to keep in mind that as we nestle with our comforting and ever growing technologies, older technologies sneak up on us and can deliver us a surprise. The war on terrorism proves this. While consumed fighting the high-tech side, someone walks in with an old fashioned bomb.

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Most corporations, including financial institutions, fight constant attacks from cyber criminals who breach the security systems of their computers in what can only be described as common and inevitable cyber terrorism. If only we knew what truly goes on with cyber terrorism daily behind the scenes of our lives, we would lose any confidence we have in the systems of our society. There is an on-going escalation of technology to provide security in the flimsy online world we have come to rely on.

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What goes hand in hand with security is privacy. It seems a safer world where everything is monitored by cameras. Even where cameras are not yet permanently mounted, everyone has one in their phone and someone is always perfectly willing to capture an event. With facial recognition software, evil doers can be picked out of a crowd. This all sounds like it brings a safer more secure world, yet, we give up our privacy. This seems to be part of an axiom these days. That technology feeds us security which we pay for with our privacy. Sometimes we lose both our security and privacy at the same time.

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The smartphone seems to have become the security blanket for many people. While allowing us to connect with each other at will, it also reveals where we are. All cellphones constantly tell the service provider where they are. Want to make sure you can track everyone, make sure everyone has a cell phone. How do you make sure everyone has a cell phone, make smartphones that can do things that people can’t do without. Interestingly, someone was just telling me of a trend back to regular cellphones. Dumbphones?

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Everything we do involving the Internet leaves a trail. Each one of us is leaving our footprints on computer servers all over the world to be tracked and followed by those who might seek us, such as advertisers. One might say they don’t care about advertisers, or anyone else following them, however, if advertising did not work to influence our lives, companies would not spend trillions of dollars on it.

People seem all to willing to post much of their life on social media, thereby surrendering, piece by piece, their privacy and security—who they are. You are your privacy and security; it is a huge aspect of you. Social medias are not free services, they turn their users into products and their information into profit by selling links to advertisers. It could be one of the greatest scams ever.

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Sure the sea of information out there in the cyber world may be seen as a place where your information is lost in the abyss with others. Yet today vast super computing power can search that information to discover valuable chunks of data that can be linked together and used for purposes we could never imagine. As more devices become computerized and ‘smart,’ there will be an explosion of information gathering. As we look toward the horizon of technological change we see computers with artificial intelligence out-thinking humans and using all this gathered information.

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There are times of the year such as during the post-holiday lull when we often look for relief from the doldrums of life. Let us remember that we need to be wary of the numbing affects of technology and not be lulled into a false sense of security. This is a time when we must learn how to be more human and not fooled by the temptations of technology.

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Let’s think about it!

© 2015 by Bob Grahame
Please do not reproduce this article, or any part, in any manner, without my permission. Thank you!